So, after three months and 6 days of knowing and supporting my friend/girlfriend, I broke up with her this morning.
I was difficult given that our relationship started pretty much when she attempted, and nearly succeeded, suicide. I did actually feel trapped for the last two months of it. Like if I left I would tip her over the edge and she'd do it again. I felt responsible for her actions.
It was and will be bloody tough over the next while. But it got to a point where she was leaving me sleepless and stressed and it negativly effected the rest of my life too much.
I do feel like I have failed her and her kids but I have to look after myself and my daughter and my life.
Hope everyone is ok.
Sorry for the long time no post then dump, but I needed to vent.
Take care all.